i just hate whenever you ask me to go work. you said you dont understand what we thinking. i think you are the one that isnt thinking right. you think i want myself to be like that? got no poly to go in? if i were given a choice will i wnna study so hard and make myself so stress and fustrated bec of all the disappointment i have for myself and you all? I didnt choose this. if i can skip diploma & all this education and get a stable and high paying job will i want to go thru all this?? so who is the one that dont get this man? you all dont even understand how i felt, whats on my mind and the things i went thru. cus i would never want to show you all that im upset,crying..  IHATEIT!!

jesus,take this away.

`i closed my eyes~