this sem is not really a good sem for me.

HR exam is seriously depressing. everyone is depressed by the paper.

next paper marketingg & accting! I really dont know how will I do. My feeling is like half hanging inbetween scared and calm. I know i got to trust God, but sometimes in reality you know its hard. I feel that Im really not gd in studies. I quite sick of always having this tense and fear feeling in  my heart before and after the exams. Studies seems to be always making me feel real troubled and stress. All this links down to my worried on giving burden & disappointment to my parents. It seems like I always cant get my studies right on track. Why my studies path cant be smooth like others? Am i not working hard enough or just that I am not suit to be studying? Must I spend so long to figure out?

theres so much things gg thru my mind.

thoughts thoughts and thoughts…

i hate to be thinking so much. why have such deep thoughts?

Ineedtofocusonmystudies!

God, let your grace come.

I lift up all my thoughts and worries into your hand. Let me not worry or be afraid anymore.. You indeed are a wonderful Father that will comfort and give me peace. I know that no matter what I am feeling or gg thru you know and you will guide me through it!  Thank You Lord! (: