March 2011
5 posts
1 Corinthians 13:13
And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.
Your words can’t br trustedddd!!! I’m feeling so……you always change the words you said. You make me can’t trust you. So don’t blame me for not trusting you, because seriously you don’t show that I can trust your words. You are biasssss!! I hate it sometimes I know I shouldn’t but sometimes it just make me mad! You always think your s is right,...
Your Love Is Everything
this sem is not really a good sem for me.
HR exam is seriously depressing. everyone is depressed by the paper.
next paper marketingg & accting! I really dont know how will I do. My feeling is like half hanging inbetween scared and calm. I know i got to trust God, but sometimes in reality you know its hard. I feel that Im really not gd in studies. I quite sick of always having this tense and...
so much to say
January 2011
4 posts
IHATEPPLWHOACCUSEME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whats wrong with you!
you are super unreasonable!!!!!!!!
GOSH!!!! DONT TRIGGER ME TO EXPLODE!!!
Lord i hate this.. can i just be a slient person?
i dont feel like coming back to this home.
i know i shldn’t run away.
LORD, GIVE ME STRENGTH, WISDOM & GRACE!
fly me
i feel like flyingggggggggggggggggggg
i want travelllllllllllllllllll
im feeling so bored in S’pore!
i want to travel ard the World. its quite cool to be travelling alone with a backpack and map. hehe
k, i SERIOUSLY need to start work tml!!!
i need to work harddd and score well for this sem!! (((:
God, give me grace and wisdom to do well for my coming projects!
Let me stay focus...
dream dreams
Today’s svc was great! pst kong preached abt having DREAMS! We need to be DREAMERS! imagination is more important than knowledge! really a gd day to be in church praising ad worshipping God. a great day to start 2011! indeed greater things are yet to come. we shall keep dreaming and loving!
2011 resolution:
Be stronger in Christ (serving in cg/ministry)
Be more bold than prev yr
Be able...
December 2010
3 posts
A NEW YEAR
A NEW BEGINNING
A NEW BREAKTHROUGH
A NEW STORY
let there be open door
open heart
open love for YOU !
S M I L E <3 2011 will be the best yr yet! (((:
June 2010
1 post
HI TUMBLR!! its been so long since i last post. less than a mth till i start sch in SIM. shld i be nervous or excited?? im both i guess.
i feel so weird today? am i too dried up spiritually?? i need to be more prayed up man!
dont know how to describe the feeling.
smth is missing
idk.
crying
dreaming
thinking
wondering
hesistating
HOLY SPIRIT !! refresh meeeeeeee!!!!
I hate myself...
April 2010
7 posts
FHA 2010
I had a great great time working at FHA. this is the easiest & enjoying job i had i guess. i really dont mind working longer if the event dont end. haha! That German man aka ‘our boss’ is soo nicee gave us cookies, pasta. Took photos with him for memories. and exchanged phone number, got his name card. coolll! Learnt a lot from this first event that i worked for.i didnt regret...
i wish time could slow downnnnn :)
A step of faith
Let us take a step at a time. For in due season we shall see the fruits. ((:
Nothing shall come against this! AMENNN !!
I AM LIVING BY FAITH NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE !!
March 2010
8 posts
mdis or sim?
i lost my voiceee!! feel lyk dyinggg can. so awkward lo my voice sound so man so olddd.. went hangout today! it was raining and amelia me and ivy too a bus down. one stop only lo. started playing the Wii. haha was fun. we played Guitar Hero most of the time, trying to figure out how to use and hoping to complete the whole song withuot failing. POMO Jap place for dinner then L4D2. i was damn pissed...
Visions
thurs
went for job hunt with jasmine. it was when we were walking to suntec city that we we saw Toast Box hiring ppl. they had tables all set up for interview. and so we went and took e form to fill in. it was so smooth and the pay was not bad. suntec after tt, IT SHOW awhile then went to help shilin mark the Word power workshts. dinner at katong with tp,jas,pau and eizikel. And happen to see 2...
direct me
i wanna take private. i could feel that more things are coming. i cant just relax like that. i dont know how to say. jas said my mum will feel even upset than me. yes, even though she dont know how am i feeling i think she is upset too that i can’t get into a poly. hai. i can’t imagine how it will when i enter into private sch. i will be facing even more stress and situation....
hearmyprayers
imsaddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
imlostttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
imtiredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
ihateitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
iwannarunawaycani?
Lord, strengthens me. give me courage and grace to go thru this.
I need your guidance
Show me the PATH~
strength
Today received my RP appeal result. unsuccessful. i wasn’t very upset as i am kinda prepared. but i am just reluctant to think and plan for my future i guess. i hate to be in this situation. met eric,pau & jas at pp,dinner at ASTONS,L4D2 and homeee. i really need to get a jobbb!!! i want ADMINNNN!!
Sunday` running at bedok reservior with mingyang eric and jas. its been very long since...
workworkwork
today is my fourth day working. FLYERS again. i really HATE giving flyers man!! im gonna QUIT! anyw on sunday went pp with eve. met her frens and guess what? we met ZARA!! with her gf! it was such a coinicidence! long time no see eh!
Monday work again then home watch `Down with Love~ ((: jerry yan is really shuai in that show! haha!
went for ToyRus to fill in my form today! hope they call me tml...
February 2010
24 posts
Morning PM then breakf with the rest at hollywood. first time eating there. dry ban mian. came home 10plus am used comp. ard 12plus i received a call from a guy. i thought was some agency. he talked too fast. going for the job tml morning at 10am. hope everything goes well. delivery girl!! haha :D
slept for not more than 3 hours then went for Morning PM. the atmosphere was good. esp during worship when Pst was praying.. morning prayer is indeed different from evening one. went Mac for breakf with jedi,shilin,lucas & pauline. sat there till 10plus with shilin and jebi talking about education, our church meeting etc and shilin’s wedding plans. it was a great time i had!
evening met...
Taking the step of Faith
had cgm today after 2 weeks of break. in the end i didnt really share. cus jas said it was okay. and i was nervous. cant speak well. i knew it. im always lyk tt. but i can feel that something is really going to happen as i step out. jasmine prayed over me during the ending of cg. and i cried as usual. idk why. but the feeling in my heart is undescrible. just feel that whatever she speaks to my...
YES I can!!
whole cny was visitng. nothing much. went movie with sis & ahli after visiting ah de ling. first time going out with her i think.watched the PERCY JACKSON movie. it was not bad thou. &&& i finally had my hair at TONI & GUY ACADEMY. was there for like 2 and a half hours. my fringe is like a bang. but not totally a bang ba. haha! went to meet evelyn after that for lunch and...
overnight cycling with cell last night. it was tiringgg!! but was fun and and cool to cycle ard Spore in the middle of the night. haha! a experience that i never had! Started at ecp then to punggol Nasi Lemak realise that it was close and we went to Old Airport Road instead for supper. then to Esplanade area/Marina Sq. returned to ecp was alrdy 5plus. had breakf at Mac then headed home.
was...
One more time
sometimes i wonder am i a good leader?am i suit? i know that i shldn’t doubt on this. but…
Just now receive a msg from Jasmine. i knw that in her msg she is refering to me. My Con. Grp is the only grp that has members being transfer. so its obviously me. i feel that im not doing my part well. and im not doing enough. idk! i feel that i dont know how to. and i cant handle it when im...
i wanna leave. i wanna stop all this. i dont wanna face all this things. how i wish things weren’t this way. i can’t avoid it can’t stop it from happening. im tired.. no matter how strong i want to be i still can’t. IM TIRED and i dont know WHY? i hate thiss.. during O’s period, i always remind myself that i will work hard and do my best bec i will not want this thing...
I love you Sweet Jesus
i just hate whenever you ask me to go work. you said you dont understand what we thinking. i think you are the one that isnt thinking right. you think i want myself to be like that? got no poly to go in? if i were given a choice will i wnna study so hard and make myself so stress and fustrated bec of all the disappointment i have for myself and you all? I didnt choose this. if i can skip diploma...
clearinggggg
finally i clear most of my stuff. superr LOT of papersssss haha! those worksheets reminds me of the times in KC,in class etc.. kinda miss those days. bio chem math eng ss geog(ms shekuk!) haha chinese. i think f&n is the only subj that i wont miss. haix C6! feel so wasted, the times that i spend doing my coursework just went down the drain like that. :( it was my aim and i was kinda confident...
nuhreul saranghae ~
